Overthinking

I have been thinking a lot about how others see me. Why do I see reflection of myself in the mirror, is it not unfair? Why do I see myself differently? I want to see myself as they do. Perhaps I should, re-position my head, behave differently, or love myself differently. The birthmark here is actually there. Or it is better, preferred if there are two reflections, one as I am and one as I am seen? Is love for my own mirror turned into love, and when love is turned into, do I love others too?

Twisted iron bars
2021